D.

I have not seen D for a while now. At times i kinda miss D.

The laughs, the joy and everything that we shared in common...but we both have our own agendas now. D is no longer around anymore. Or at least, not as much as I would like to have it. Whenever i think about it, i miss it some. A slight prick...like an occasional jolt in the heart. Nothing unbearable...just an annoyance that distracts you when you least expect it.

The feeling may come again...but i know...things may not feel the same anymore. Perhaps it is time to lay down. Like everything that we carry in life...along the way, there ought to be a time...a time when we have to learn to let go. I dont think i'll be able to drop it in a snap...i can never do such a thing; but i'm gonna try releasing my grasp slowly. Till the day i can truly be free from these feelings, I'll post to remind myself of the journey. Maybe by then I will find it difficult...trying to feel what i'm feeling right now.