Monday, December 31, 2007

A new decade

It's the last day of the year today.
Though it may just be like any other years before, but this year...there's something 'extra' to it. I'm marking myself on a digit jump.

I have been keeping my mental note in check all this while...at least for a year now, but somehow i just had the urge to put this into words right now; write it down somewhere...something to remind me of how I am feeling right now. If everything else in the world would change tomorrow, I hope this entry would be able to help me recall my once youthful thoughts. Now that i've said all these things, it's beginning to feel kinda scary.

I just hope I don't feel any different when tomorrow comes.

Happy new year to me and to all.

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

Christmas '07



On this day of christmas, i woke up just to catch the last ray of sun. I've missed my entire day and i felt like as if i've not slept at all. Luckily its short week ahead. On my way to vivo again. This will be my third time this week. Looking forward to the carbonarra at modesto's.

Saturday, December 22, 2007

The Occasional Coincidence

I woke up at 10 this morning. Feeling all tired from a late night before.

My mood for WoW seems to have been rekindled. This game is pretty addictive. Everytime i got bored and tried to quit. I end up playing even more than before. It's getting kinda scary :s. The first thing that i thought of when i got up is that i gotta run more Heroic. Get more Badges for the new gears that i aim to get on my healing druid. And from 10:30 in the morning till 4 in the afternoon, i did not even get up from my seat. Not even a single meal on midday. Strange that i dont feel hungry at all.

When the connection started to screw up, thats when i got all agitated and frustrated and decided to head out to meet some friends; which i'm suppose to meet for lunch but instead...well, its for...dinner. We went to MOF again. Usually when i get there, i would definitely order my favourite balls. Coincidentaly, today's just the day for the occasion. Precisely one month before the coming of Spring. Though it is quite unlike the usual ones that i have back home, i guess that would do for now...till i get home...


Monday, November 26, 2007

Xmas comes early each year...


...at least for this place. It's pouring right now. And i'm just wondering around during lunch hour. Crowded as always. Even more when the weather gets worse.

Friday, November 23, 2007

Felt like Friday


I really can't remember when was the last time i felt like myself. Though there may have been times when i get the occasional highs due to my petty efforts... Spending is what i do. And that's the only thing i can think of to ease the pain a lil. Its sad to admit, but i think i'm really lost in myself. Can life really be so blatant...?

Monday, November 19, 2007

It's finally here!!!



After about 7 months of waiting, painful emails going forward and back between me and the dive center...my lil certification finally made its way onto my doorstep today. This is one thing that i'm gonna hold on tight to for quite a while.

I'm 'officially' an advanced ;) ...though its 7months late.

And here's a collection that would probably last me a lifetime :P or at least until I get the itch to stretch myself further...which...i doubt it would be anytime soon.
Though its not much compared to a certain friend of mine, but at least...it's what i have earn for myself and i'm just - GLAD :).

Tuesday, November 06, 2007

The Joy of Accessorizing



I have been trying to add stuff to my PSP since Sunday. Bought myself a screen protector, applied it on for like 15mins then ripped it out and throw it inside the trash can. Reason being...i suck at performing such delicate task. Can't tell which side's up and got some dirt stuck onto the sticker and it spoils my entire psp's display. Grrrr...I had to remove it in the end :( and there goes 12.90 into the trash can too! :"(

But lucky me...i managed to get Naruto:The Ultimate Ninja Heroes and have been happily bashing away on those new psp buttons of mine. I hope i don't jam any of those buttons so soon. Naruto will now be my company on my short trips to work and FF Tactics will be my midnight oil from now on.

Today i managed to get a casing for my UMD discs too. Though i only have 2 discs for now but i'm pretty sure my library would grow in time. I am just hoping that my wallet would be growing faster than the casing.

Saturday, November 03, 2007

Dreamin' no more!


My dream of owning this small lil gaming machine has finally came true. Though i didn't get for $6.90, but i suppose it would cease those haunting dreams for now. Hell, i would probably even stop dreaming about getting anything for a while. It's been quite a good day. Double cheers to Hapy and my final fantasy tactics. Yippeee...!!!

Monday, October 29, 2007

The little big thing


I managed to leave my office on the dot today. By 635pm, i'm already out of the lobby. As i walked to the train station, i can't help to suppress my feelings. I'm happy:-). To think of it, not so long ago...i was doing just that everyday.

Saturday, September 22, 2007

The New Toy

It seems that my passion for bloggin' is running thinner each time i post something.

I've been pretty occupied with my new job. Yes. To those who are still asking or having doubts about my last post, i have resigned and have started my new job working for a much bigger 'organization'. Like people say, bigger does not always means better. The amount of work and attention one must put in to survive in this situation is really too much to bear. For someone like me who have been having a pretty laid-back time in my ex company, this is even harder to adjust to.

Its been a while since my last laptop got burnt and i've been looking around for a decent replacement. With SGD1899 i finally got something which i would deem as worthy. Comes with a free 1GB RAM, 1 additional year of international warranty, an 80GB Maxtor 2.5" One Touch Backup HDD, 1 year license of Internet Security, a Logitech Optical Mouse and of course, a lifetime warranty carrying case. Just another thing to be excited for a while. My new M200-P430. I named it after the Sun god - Amon-Ra.

Friday, August 24, 2007

The birds are chirping again, at last.


I have been holding it back till this day. Thanks to a certain individual that shall not be named, who reminded me of my past experience. Today, i finally took off my title for the past 2 years. I'm moving on... Its been a while since i felt this bound-free. And its a good feeling. I'm just gonna lay back, enjoy my break and read a few good books if i can.

Friday, July 27, 2007

The days after...

It's been a week since i got back from the third world country. My flu still lingers...the grey clouds too. The atmosphere in the office has gotten worse. More people calling sick, down with flu. And I began to wonder why, being me...i still find myself coming to work everyday. The air conditioner is still working at its peak, despite our admin's plea to have it adjusted according to the weather. I suppose nothing would be done until someone collapses in the office and we had to call the ambulance. Perhaps then, something might happen.

With all that said, you might have the impression that I'm pretty much HOOKED to my job. Well...I haven't been too productive actually. My daily chores are pretty dull...and it gets worse by the day. Almost tasteless now. Perhaps its something about the weather. The air. The people. Or...just me.

It's Friday again. After lunch. I'm just sitting here, listening to Michael Bubble's Always on My Mind...a good song for days like this, waiting for the time...time to call it a weekend. I'm heading home again this evening. Something which i've been looking forward to since Tuesday. I guess everything else can wait till i come back.
By then, it's gonna be another new week. And i can more or less tell, the week would repeat itself...again.

Monday, July 23, 2007

Cambodian Days And Nights

My 5 days spent in Siem Reap was a mixture of everything. Sunny days, rainy afternoons, sunny evenings, rainy nights...from magnificient carvings to stones, rocks and rubbles...its more than what words can describe. In short, i will probably not return for a long time. Maybe i've really spent too many days there. A short trip of 3days would probably be more enjoyable and have a longer lasting good impression.

The town is dusty at all times. Our trip is suppose to be an adventure, so we booked our tuk-tuk on our first day. Imagine having to put on a mask and shades all the time. I can still recall feeling rather excited when i boarded the tuk-tuk from the airport to the hotel. Admiring the views along the way, chatting happily with my mates...till i felt the sand in between my teeth when i reach the hotel, that's when my feeling for such adventure ends.

The first day was rather bad, it began to rain when we reach Angkor Wat. With raincoats and umbrella we ventured in, the rain stopped after a while and the evening sun was upon us. The sight was pretty amazing. Especially the local children were kinda happy kicking away puddles of water. I think i might have caught the flu at that time.

The second day, no sunrise for us due to the rain the night before. So we took our time, got our driver to a stall that sells french bread with mince pork, cucumber, mayo, tomato and spring onion (the whole damn thing! not chopped or even cut! - kinda reminds me of those vegetation that the people in jakarta held in their hand when they have their rice). I kinda regretted watching how they made those. I couldn't even finish my half. The rest of the day was pretty amazing, being the first time in Cambodia, visiting ruins and all. It was a pretty fun thing. Till it started to rain and shine again. I lost count as to how many times that happen. I got sick that night.

The third day we got up early to catch the sunrise. We were pretty determined though it did rain the night before. The next morning, weather was good. We got out of the hotel by 4 plus to catch the first ray of light that's gonna hit Angkor Wat. Surprisingly, there were alot of people waiting with their cameras ready and gazing into the eastern horizon. We were so not alone. It's kinda tough trying to get pictures and having to avoid unwanted 'heads' in it. The rest of the day was pretty chaotic for me. I felt my bones aching, my nose like a tap running loose and despite all that, i had to press on with the walks and climbs. We managed to catch the sunset too that evening, not sure if its the breeze on the hill or was it the view...i remember feeling alot better at that time.

The fourth was pretty much a bonus. We have nothing much to do on the 4th day. All the sites what we would have wanted to visited, its all done by then. So we decided to venture off further out...to the floating village and the cover the remaining of the track - the Rulous group. It's well worth the visit...at least, an eye-opener. Along the way to the lake, there were straw huts. The poor people still lives in huts and dont even have clean water to drink from. Children were either really skinny, not fully dressed or naked.
The floating village was slightly different, they have everything that they needed on floating decks. Barbers, schools, churches, groceries stores etc. Though all these were floating on a lake which looks 'orangy', it is still something which you dont see in your everyday life.

The fifth day after breakfast, we were bound to depart home. So there's really not much left to do but to bid farewell to our tuk-tuk driver. Take a pic or two with his smily, innocent face. Gave him my remaining bottle of mineral water :P Then we're off. Surprisingly, our flight did not get delayed this time.

Pics

Thursday, July 05, 2007

TRUE...it sucks.

It's been almost 2 years.
And lately i've been getting pretty upset with this yoga center of mine.
They have just EXPANDED. Thats what their banners or promo fliers have been telling every innocent souls out there. Yeah, indeed they have, at Ocean Towers. But with bigger rooms, they can place MORE mats and get more people into that room. Whats the difference??? The mats are so CLOSELY placed next to each other. I dont even have enough space to stretch and move!

They mentioned, controlled size in classes, limited students per class etc. Yeah, limited alright. Whenever u try to book, they said "sorry, fully book at 7pm, 7:15pm also, until 8pm. This is PEAK HOUR, maybe u should come during off peak hours". What the ?! If you know you cannot handle so many members during that hour, YOU should do something about it rite? And u still see them trying very hard to signup new members every now and then. But how often do they EXPAND?

Recently they tried to entice me to extend my contract for another 3 years. LUCKY i didn't fell for that. Saying i could save $20 per month if i extend. Well, i think in this case, i'll just save ALL my money instead.

Tuesday, July 03, 2007

A new place called...room

I've shifted into my new place last weekend. This place is alot cozier than my previous. A big contribution came from my housemate cum owner which happens to be an ex-interior designer. Thus the layout and settings of the house (including my room) has got an artists' touch to it. It made me kinda uncomfortable at first, everything was so neat and properly arranged. I had a feeling like i'm living in an IKEA home. And yea, most of the stuff in the house, i think probably comes from IKEA or some other designer/label furniture store. A pretty expensive rental i'm paying, most people tells me. But hey, if it comes with free room cleaning and laundry services...i suppose its all good. At least, it is...for now. Barely a week in this new place, and i'm pretty sure this is only a beginning of yet another...adventure.

Here are some pics of the new place.

Friday, June 29, 2007

Friday's late event


Its been few months since this event was launched. Finally, i've got the chance to witness what's the fuss all about later. Wasn't really expecting much. Hopefully, i get to be suprised.

Thursday, June 28, 2007

Upcoming...


The simpsons promo at gv's vivo.

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

shedding off skin

It's been a week plus since i started my break. Today its back to reality. No more fantasy gaming and stuff.

The trip was quite an adventure. I've not just had my advanced OW but also im a certified NITROX diver too! WOoooot!!! Grats to me! ;) TWO new licences under my belt in just 1 trip. The course was pretty tough. I have to wake up at 7am every morning. The boat leaves at 8am. We packed our lunches, which was sold by an uncle every morning and taken to our respective boats. Reach the dive site, all we do was just...DIVE. 3 dives a day. We dont come back till 4pm or 5pm. At night, i have to do the exercises. Studying for my certification. There was once that i fell asleep on my bed, woke up 5am and had to press on with the writing work. Tougher than my working life i must say :P

My skin's been scraping off like a snake's since i got back. Got careless. Got burnt. Badly. I have to start peeling off the dead skin from my back and arms. And its giving me quite an uncomfortable itch too. :(

Here
are some pics which i have taken during my stay. Too bad I dont own a good cam to bring out to sea just yet...working on it...donations are welcome :)

Friday, April 20, 2007

Leaving / Living for life

Went to this new ramen spot last nite, it was one of the better ramen that i've tasted so far. Ajisen is not really in its class to even begin any comparison with :P

Was recommended to try by a friend for my coming big day. It was advertised here. Then i did a little googling and found this. Like the author claims, the char siew is a must try...though a bit fatty (thats what all good char siew should be anyway) but indeed, it does sort-of...melt in your mouth. The ramen was something like wanton mee, fine and soft. Overall the dinner was a good recommend.

Had Toni Romas the night before and more eating to come on saturday and sunday. I hope i dont put on too much weight to have to shed some lead on my trip.

Its a Friday today. I'm off for my holiday on Monday. Not much in the mood to do anything. Not even blogging...just trying to put some words here before i go off. Hopefully this time i would be able to do better than the last. My seiko will be finally put to good use and also...serve its purpose :)

Monday, April 16, 2007

DING!!!

Finally! My long weekends of grinding and questing paid off!

As of last saturday, my druid...my alter self in the virtual world turns 70!
grats to me!



On Sunday, i managed to complete my Kurenai rep. Exalted!!! =) Got myself the white war talbuk...wooohooooo...this is so much better than my old swift frostsaber :P Well, at least...it doesnt come easy.



Well, now that im 70...what is there to do next...? I guess...i can start raiding again...hmmm...but then...i might actually get bored of it *again* pretty soon.

I suppose now its finally a good time to start planning for my next trip. Ahhhh...Ain't life interesting? ;)

Monday, March 19, 2007

AN 'ENFP'

Its been a while since I have written anything on this spot. Partially, i have almost forgotten i once own a blog. The other part; i lost the passion to write again. Been busy with alot of stuff in life. WoW came back. Burning Crusade was a little too hard to shake off. Despite the fact that my friends have been barking and harrasing me to get it. I finally gave in. Now after a not-so-constant battling with the fel demons of outlands, I'm finally out of my druidic form. Back to the world where i can still enjoy some decent chats with friends over a late nite internet session.

Was given this link by a colleague of mine earlier. Said this Jung guy was some sort of famous psychologist. The results were pretty amazing. At least, for my case...i think the outcome would have described,if not 90%... probably around 70-80% of me.

ENFP - "Journalist". Uncanny sense of the motivations of others. Life is an exciting drama. 8.1% of total population.
Free Jung Personality Test (similar to Myers-Briggs/MBTI)


A googled definition of An ENFP

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

A tourist in my own homeland.

It is a peculiar feeling. Despite my numerous trips; every fortnight, I have never felt this way before.

Today I came back on an ordinary Monday. A working day. Dressed in my office wear, embarking from Changi in Singpore and arriving in KLIA by almost noon. It could have been just an ordinary working day. But the fact that I'm flying home; for work, for the first time made me kinda... anxious. I thought it would be much simpler than it already is. No big deal, just back to my own homeland for two short weeks. It could have been just like before...few years back...working life in KL.

Perhaps its the hotel or maybe its just the treatment I've received at the client's place today that made me feel somewhat 'different'. I felt like a tourist. Like as if I dont belong here anymore. People at the client's place referred to me as the vendor from Singapore. Though I'm still local (i have assured most of them that i am), to them...i'm still an employee of a vendor...from Singapore.

Friends that I have contacted about me coming back for two weeks (normal working weeks) have been more than warm to line up meet-ups, dinners etc. which i'm still glad about. I could have gone home...but i suppose that would have to wait till the weekend.

I thought I would be able to sleep early, get up early, have breakfast at the hotel and go out to work early before I jumped into bed earlier. I have tried. Rolling on the new bed for almost 30mins now, still I dont seem to be able to fall asleep just yet. Bought a prepaid internet card earlier at the lobby for RM100 for a 24 hours acess. An expensive rate, I think. But since this is reimbursible, I suppose I couldn't care any less. So it's a lil surfing and blogging time for me...it's been quite a boring week, if not months...this short burst of excitement, i suppose...arrived at a pretty good time.

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

Ha Yi Bun? Ha Er Bin?


"Ha Yi Bun" she said, when she passed me this cute lil souvenir. I've got the same one last year from my cousin who got it from Russia. I asked again, "Where?". She said "Ha Er Bin". Hmmm...it must be in some foreign tongue. I said, "What is it call in english...?". "Ha Er Bin!". ?!?!?!?!! Where the hell is that??? She said that place is somewhere in China, somewhere up north, near the borders of Russia. "Oh...", thats the only reply I can think of.

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

The New Read

Despite the fact that I'm still struggling with my current book, the one which has sat there collecting dust for the past few months; except for a few occasional flips during my boring, need-to-read-a-book days (dragging and testing my patience with every turn)...I found myself a new one during lunch just now. I have a good feeling I would probably finish this first.

Sunday, January 14, 2007

Its all in a day...

The grumpy, agitated me didn't last for that long. I've been alrite since yesterday. Today...it gets even better. I was out in the morning at about 10:20, had breakfast with a friend over at Cartel's. The omelette wasn't as good as what someone proclaims...and it got me and my friend feeling sick till noon. By noon we were already at Vivocity. I got another pair of Zara's denim this round. Perhaps its my luck...at this time of sales, I still managed to get hold of one my size. Since the price has been double-slashed...what more reason do i need? And...I thought that was all i need to be happy in a day...but i guess...when lady luck smiles upon you...it could happen...more than once.

We spent an hour or perhaps three, walking around...buying more stuff...snacks and chocolates, mainly. Getting all high spending cash. Then i recalled, that I have something which I wanted to get. But its somewhere in CityLink. Since we're done with Vivo...CityLink is just on the way home.

So we took a train down to cityhall...and went over to the shop. But then, it just suddenly strikes me- that the last time I found something I wanted at this shop, I didn't stop to look at the shop opposite. With my friend around, I don't feel so shy this time. So I went in...and as I was browsing the displays...I saw it laying there. All these while...all the effort...all the help signals I've been sending across to my friend to find this piece of instrument...and...it's just there...only this time...this is a cleaner one, dust free and everything is...well, perfectly right. And they so happen to have two of the same kind (not that i needed two, but its just good to know that this is not a leftover or somekind :P). Best of all when I asked to try it on...it fits perfectly, like what i have imagined. And even better, there's a discount! I swiped my card...for a mere 311SGD (before discount was like 389SGD), and 15mins later...it's on my wrist for the remaining of the day till i got home. I suppose...this is just my day. :)





My very first diver's - the SKX011J.

Thursday, January 11, 2007

when u need the world...

...the world turns its back against you.

I thought I've been having a shitty day by noon. Guess when things turn ugly, it could get even uglier at times.

Work has been a complete chaos. I'm not much in the mood anymore. I guess I've finally given up on this thing. Barely doing much nowadays, though work is really getting kinda slow due to the holidays...but still...there are always things to be done. I'm getting an increment this month end, with my reputation severely damaged by my good italian team lead not too long ago...i suppose it couldnt get more uglier than this. I've just got a small tip of what to expect. And to say the least, I'm truely disappointed with the decision. A year and a half's work, could have just been in vain. Sometimes...I cant help but to wonder, how politics can play a crucial part in our daily lives.

I used to think...that if i enjoy whatever I'm doing, the pay is just secondary, as long as I have enough to spend, eat and still have some left for burst of lil excitements every now and then, i'd be happy. But...well...maybe its about time I learn something...Someone once told me, "Get a high paying job, when the job sucks (eventually, all jobs would be) at least u can still look at the pay and be happy about it...but if u get paid damn low, the jobs sucks...what else are you left with...?". I guess I know the answer to that now.

This is truly the lowest moment of my new year...and it has just barely started.

I was just trying to let off some steam over the phone with a couple of friends...but well, i guess...it's not always that easy to catch the right people...at the right time. So I'm left with this blog to vent my frustration. I tried not to do it too often though, for i'm afraid...i might just get addicted to it...

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

The old and new

This year, nothing much has changed. Apart from me staying away from the crowd on new year's eve, there's basically nothing else worth mentioning. On new year's day, I went to this place called - TRAP. Its somewhere up north, I recall. A place of hot and cold water. The hot spring and cold mountain pool. It was a pretty decent spot for a day's getaway with family or close friends. Though the crowd towards the later part of the day seems to be getting heavier. I have not had so much fun with my family for a whilte. It is after all, new year's day. After that, we drove further up north for the so-called reknown, chicken with bean sprout. I don't like 'white chicken' and I don't fancy bean sprout much too. It's nothing better than the San Sui Chicken over here. I can't imagine why people would just stand there and wait for their tables. Sometimes, I dont understand...is it just me? or was it the rest of the world?

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