On this day

...my first step into the thirties begins. I guess the first obvious thing about growing older is the change in oneself. Something apparent. MORE Signs of greying hair, veiny hands and fingers, dehydration: lips/skin...felt like i'm wearing a permanent suit made from old tree bark and perhaps also occasional volcanic emotional bursts. Hmmm...sounded like it's some crazy nightmare comes true. Anyhow...moving on...

tis the day to be jolly. At least, on the bright side...i'm not at work and the weather's good for a start. There's finally some moving air. A small gust of wind was just blowing into my room earlier on when i throw open the window for some sunlight.

I didnt get to bed till 4 this morning. Part of me just dont feel like sleeping the night away. I got up at 10. Thanks to my mom calling. And i have been surfing, downloading podcasts and watching videos since. Its close to 1pm now, and i'm due to meet up with a friend for lunch. Celebrating both our big day on the same day. Gonna head out to Orchard for lunch...and to spend some cash.

Along the crooked line

Haven't been writing much of late, at times when i did...the posts never get posted. Most of them are still sitting in my draft and some i might have discarded them without a second thought. Too much have been going on lately. My mind wasn't as focused anymore. Not that it was much before, but i'm just trying to say that...things have gotten a lil bit unbalanced. Too much work, too much game...to little time left to think...to visualize. Haha...i guess that makes writing even harder.

Anyway, after my Friday break and the undisturbed weekend. I'm feeling alot better. A walk outside and dinner with some friends helped. And picking something nice to read helps too. Was browsing at the bookstore today in the terminal and picked up something nice. Something...different than my usual read. All this while, whenever i lose my cool on things, reading sorta help calm things down a lil. They say Tuesdays with Morris is an inspiration. I have not started flipping yet. It got my friend who doesnt read much hooked for an hour or more, i guess whatever they say might be true after all.