Agony, Agitation, Anger.
I know this isnt something good to blog about. But i think i have been holding back alot of negativities lately. I'm not sure what has caused all these build ups, but i'm pretty sure this thing is gonna drag me to hell and deeper. I'm losing my sanity, or perhaps not that serious just yet...but i guess its close. The world i live in now is filled up with short bursts of excitements, in which i have been frantically trying to sustain. When all else fail, i would resort to barking. Horrible. I have been trying to surpress for a while now. But the more i do it, the more i feel the need to lash out at the people around me. I've become what i have hated most. Rude, ignorant and self-centered. I just hope i dont stay this way for the rest of my life. Or its gonna be a long and lonely journey ahead...
