Thursday, November 27, 2008

As the day draws near

Everything's happening so fast, i can hardly contain my excitement.
I'm finally moving out from this place after almost 1.5 years. On & off i have put up with my current landlord's weird behaviour and lack of respect on other's privacy. I'm finally seeing the end of things...at least...from him. I've got a new place somewhere further east and I'm really looking forward to a new start. A world where i can only just...imagine. And whatever image that i have in my head right now, is a pretty good one...one which i'm very much looking forward to.

That aside, I'm finally goin off for my long awaited break. TWO DAMN GOOD WEEKS of pure NOTHINGNESS! I can sleep as much as I want, eat whatever my heart desires or do whatever i like, whenever i feel like it for a full two weeks! Life's a bliss. And when it's time for me to come back and face with reality, at least i still have that image in my mind that i'm looking forward to. So its from now until whenever...there wasn't any single grey cloud in the distance! yahhhoooooooooooo!

Friday, November 14, 2008

The Beckoning

I didn't do it on purpose...so happen that i was there at the shop...and they had a copy right on the shelf...so i bought it. Just as simple as that. I ain't no addict.

Thursday, November 13, 2008

Of Hate and Love

My passion for this game is like a life's journey. After hitting 70 on my latest toon, I've been spending my nights trying to get some reps with the many factions in the game. A tiring process which I've been through like twice now. And i'm still attempting it for a third. With WOTLK coming to stores tomorrow, when will redemption come...?

I was having dinner with someone earlier after work. Talking away casually and laughing at some stupid jokes...it was truly something enjoyable. Sometimes I think I can be pretty self-centered. I dont pay too much attention on what others might told me during a course of conversation. Perhaps, I have been told many things before...but this thing...that was coveyed over dinner just now, shouldnt be something which I should have played a deaf ear at. At least...not literally.

The friend has been having hearing problem since years before we knew each other and it was pretty certain that, a remark has been made to me before this. To my memory, I failed to register something as important as that. And I have been repeatedly annoyed by his lack of attention when I used to call him from his back. Usually he only listens to his ipod with the left earphone plugged in. So I naturally assumed the ignorance is an attempt to agitate me. Though I felt rather sorry and guilty over my lack of understanding to a friend, I cant help but to visualize how it is like being in those shoes. For years, I have taken for granted my life and what I'm capable of doing...I've never considered myself as...tampered. I can never understand how it's like growing up that way. To think of that...reminds me of someone from long ago...someone...i once knew, someone close and dear. I wish I could have done something for him back then...