Quiet

After a long running Saturday, today i got struck by a sudden quietness. Like a stream of clouds that has suddenly moved in, above my head...lingering...

Spending a quiet noon in the office, trying to catch up with what i have lost during the week. A strange mixture of feelings. I hate work and yet i'm sort of...enjoying this tranquil moment. Someone has been kind enough to let the air conditioning run. Its getting rather chilly.

Apart from the occasional footsteps from Mrs Softy Rice, walking about...the whole office seems bare. I'm hoping I would be able to find some motivation to get this piece of work out of the way. But things have been crawling lately, it's hard to find the strength to pull things through. I need some steam. Something that could carry me or a certain rush that could push me forward. Perhaps things have been pretty stagnant lately. Morale is running on its low again.

Aunt and Girl came over yesterday, i was with them for the entire of yesterday. Brought them over to Scotts for a buffet lunch then we headed over to Science Centre for a tour and a movie. I haven't been spending much time with family for a while. Listening to Aunt as she recounts the events back home...there's so much I've missed not being around. Yet, my life is here now. Reality has no room for uncertainty. Until the day i can truly let go of everything, i shall be forever bound by the cruelty of modern day life.