On the roll...and still rolling...

It's been some time since I've got this feeling. Something beyond simple words could describe. And right now, I wasn't really in the mood to stress myself into thinking such words or even writing it down. My heart has been gone since early this week. To another place where my physical self would arrive only this Sunday. But as promised to a friend, i'll try to write something down here for her to read. She's been quite a support. An invisible one. Though not imaginary.

My one week leave end of the month was approved some time ago. On one condition: That I am not allowed to take any leave till end of JUNE. A simple condition, which I would gladly take up.

My trip has been all laid out. Looks like it's gonna turn out ok...or so, I hope. I'm leaving right after my big day. The next day to be exact. I hope I'll have enough time to rest and prepare. I would need alot of energy, concentration, motivation and self-discipline for the one week that follows. This is one of my life's objectives. To be frank, I'm kinda worried. But a must-do is a must-do. Anyway, the rest of the story will have to wait till I come back.

I'm heading home this evening. Don't think I'd be productive for the rest of today. Besides, its not that I have anything to do right now anyway. Just called to book a cab, got myself a Mercs again at normal fare. Looks like I have not run out of 'that' just yet.

Some friends here have given me a few good number of stirs lately. I'm almost out of words. Maybe its because I have too much emotions to juggle at the same time. My senses were all screwed up for the moment. All I can say is just a BIG THANK YOU. For their thoughts especially, and kind gifts. I do appreciate that.