Friday, April 15, 2005

Those lil disappointments in life...

I was pretty tired last night. Had a 'ghosty' chat in old thing's apartment till quite late. I got back to my apartment at 11:30pm...and still not taken my bath. I guess I got too indulged into those stories...that it affects me. I'm not just a scary cat...but a dirty one too. I went to bed without taking my shower. Was afraid I might see 'something' in there. I guess that's how i spend my time now. Talking over nothing and enjoying the very few company that I have here.

Life here is getting complicated by the day. Heard something which got me rather disappointed recently. Humans, most of them are selfish some say...depends on how far you are willing to go for being selfish. Some will only think about their own benefits and won't really care what happens to you. As long as they get what they want, whatever happen to you...they just couldn't be bothered. Some will at least consider about your situation, but when they weigh it down...they will still do whats best for them. I suppose, they shouldn't be blamed. It's just being humane - This is the most powerful excuse of all time. Maybe they will feel bad, only for a second or two. They'll get over such guilt when they see their benefits come rolling in. I guess when they say this is a 'dog-eat-dog' world...its true.

Oh...and I guess I finally remembered why I left my last job. It was due to the same reason too.


I couldn't think of any relevant picture to post today...so i posted a picture of the sky i took some time ago. I guess this goes well with my mood today. Dusk.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

how sad that kid like your age has this kind of thinking.
but to look at the bright side, you can tell now there are good people.
If all people are good, then you can't tell the bad ones........
Should I say, thanks to all the "bad" guys out there so people will appreciate the "good" ones....hehehe.....
cheers!